Flying by the seat of my pants...
I'm so super excited to have an opportunity to serve God in a capacity where I get to be a part of Camp Lokahi, on the Big Island. Yesterday, as I was going through some emotional turmoil, I realized that everthing that happens is not about me, but about a God that is greater than I. I sat in the Library crying out my eyes out for softening of hearts, compassion of those who hear of the situation-to be without judgement, and just plain love and respect. I was wrong by leading on a person, physically-because i enjoyed the comfort of his arms around me; but through it all, i learned that it is not in the arms of another man that I should be running into...it is in the love of my Heavenly Father. It's a daily struggle, to want to be content in my singleness, one that I want to desire and be happy in. At times, it's a moment by moment, second by second fight: to take captive of my thoughts and actions. Today, as my spririts are lifted-i received a tex...