Thursday, January 13, 2011

Let Go and Let God...

So I've been going through some stressful and difficult times in my life recently. I wanna get married, find a home for us (I get to/want to buy things....), teach TFC (Teens For Christ) Discipleship, and go back to school. I'm just being a wuss. I pray that I can "Let Go and Let God" but I'm the kind of person asking "Lord, can you show me? What does that look like?" Dude, I don't know about you but I'm praying for the wrong thing. In church I'm taught to "Just pray about it". I got so stress out about life that I got sick about it. Just enough sick to put me through the ER!!! Anyway, my lesson learned: Pray for peace in my heart, what ever that looks like, just give me a "chill pill"....Lift this burden of heaviness off me. For me, I pray that I can chill and Trust Him-whatever that looks like. Although because I don't know what it looks like, I'm scared (heart skips a beat) of what it does look like! Does that make any sense? LOL....
<3<3<3 Proverbs 3:5-6: "Trust in the Lord in all thy ways, lean not on your own understanding, acknowledge him and he will direct your path."

Tuesday, January 11, 2011


Woahh, I can't believe it's 2011! Where did the time go? It has been a very long while since I've kept up my blog but I've been busy with some changes. First of all, I'm no longer in San Diego, I now live in Hawaii to be with my mom. I guess since I've gotten older I need to focus on my priorties. Richie and I are still together, although he lives on the mainland and I miss him
SOOOOO MUCH! School came to a halt because of my move so hopefully I get to start that off again here on the islands. I started helping out with the youth at my family's church; they are an awesome and fun group: Teens for Christ, Hawaii. It does keep me young I guess...hence the need to stay fit and loose :) As far as my crafting, that too is on break, as soon as I have the space and tools it'll be back on track. That's for all for now!